a glorious day at the american river...
the "milked" salmon get flushed back into the river. |
the dam at folsom dammed salmon spawning, and closed off hundreds of miles of waterway that the salmon have spawned in for ages and ages just dandy.
the river is swarming with bright red masses of mature salmon, just beneath the surface. |
i could only sit, in tears, and witness the unnecessary struggle of my wet brothers and sisters. |
so they considerately built a handy concrete ladder for the salmon to jump over, for their spawning satisfaction. then the fish swim into a facility, where a few disgruntled technicians squeeze out bright red eggs and milt (spermy stuff) into a bucket and slosh it around, then the fish get flushed down a tube back into the river.
the salmon swim, being anadromous (meaning, roughly, running upward) they come so far, using magic magnetoception and scent and the stars to return from the ocean to their natal spawning ground. oh, wait, they don't. their magnificent wild bodies lead and thrash into a metal gate instead. nature, denied.
ladder. |
in my area, and many others, this life cycle has been commandeered for the good of mankind, engineered and manipulated to work around modern improvements.
these fish, like along with feed lot turkeys, hogs, cows, chickens, etc, no longer reproduce on their own. man needs to intervene and do it for them, perpetually. until it's competently forgotten by their dna. a solution to another solution.
with a fever i scan the gawking crowds, searching for a mirroring expression: anyone else who's feels wild with grief. nothing. no one. no one else feels disgruntled or doubtful about our industrial improvisations to an already perfected cycling flow.
they've lost something. we've taken something.
tell me we've done something good. that it's better than nothing. tell me that we have clean energy, a former winter flood plane now safe and littered with tracts of houses. and the salmon species will continue.
tell me i'm unreasonable and that i care more for fishes than people.
that night i go to bed angry. and wake up heavy.
nature has her way, and it is perfect.
he could watch the salmon all day. they're quite acrobatic. |
they've lost something. we've taken something.
tell me we've done something good. that it's better than nothing. tell me that we have clean energy, a former winter flood plane now safe and littered with tracts of houses. and the salmon species will continue.
tell me i'm unreasonable and that i care more for fishes than people.
that night i go to bed angry. and wake up heavy.
nature has her way, and it is perfect.
close your eyes. go back to that moment. i'm there with you. and i'm pissed as all and wild with grief and crying too. and i look you straight in the eyes and remind you that you are not crazy, that you are witnessing with clarity. my heart is broken too.
ReplyDeletehave you read derrick jensen? i'm sure you have. one of the many ways he endeared himself through the page to me is his daily question as to whether or not he should blow up the dams. if he ever decides to do it, i hope he lets his fans know. because i want to be there.
also, this is the weekend of the craft fair? at fort mason? you still going?