seeking the wild of the everyday

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

eclipse magic

today i learned:


that everything is okay.

clarity clarity clarity


spent the morning with this chap. almost four and getting me feeling slightly jealous of women wearing little newborns. (dolly to uterus: nope.)

little pisces, highly accessorized and imaginative. the world is his daydream. momma gets it.


 wandering through a dreamy neighborhood littered with blossoms.
like twins.


watching link is a wonder.
his climbing skills are naturally primitive,
following those old dna instincts, the brain growing stronger when the young body is so actively engaged.

nature is the greatest teacher, wandering with wild children is my inspiration.


linky gathers fruits.

my baby is a giant lug!!!!
glowing lilac.

seas of march green. so amazed and grateful for our friendship and our son.

stop and take a closer look.
  bird song and rushing water filling your ears
 stop after stop 

like a pokey puppy sniffing every worm.

on a magical Creek journey to the farmers market 
don't dawdle when crossing the tracks!!
 loner nature nerd always down for a ride----- peeled back to basics and feeling alive in my skin.
mushroom momma and her babies. family portrait.
 i always seem to find magic because I am always ready for magic

 we always seem to find each other: the mushrooms and i, the blossoms and         earthworms and bird song 
we are always finding each other, just as i need it most 
watch the unfolding of self. don't force. enjoy. trust.


the vagabond's amphitheater.

flyin.






the truck load of veggies going from the farmer's market to the food bank, and this man admonishing me to come and volunteer!
learning today that i am not alone

seeing the woman on her bike with her toddler splashing in the creek--

the man with the veggies strapped to the back of his bike

talking permaculture projects with strangers on the streets....


it's happening,
i am not alone.
farmer's market goodies: from scratch veggie pot stickers. 

of course i'd run into this soul on the sidewalk. blowin' like a tumbleweed. magnetic, this wizard, happily checking on the wee sprouting peppers tomatoes kales and greens.



allegory, he said.

what he remembered as he was waking up from a night of intense dreams, those new moon clearing space transits--

an eclipse, when we ran into each other on the sidewalk, and time stood still.

you finally rode away and i watched your turned back.
the wind whipped my hair and traffic roaring by filled my ears.







feelin' reflective


i'm hard pressed to find anything i love more than borage. the first this year at the school garden. 

a quick visit to the scrappy diy green house filled with love, about 100 babies! future fields of veggies!! transplant time.

mom bus has arrived.


take a closer look,

the beauty of community
nature knows the way nature is the way
let's learn it let's remember


wild preschool canoe filled with greens

 mmmmmmmm much needed spring time rains leave myself and the soil fruiting, refreshed. replenished.

watching wisdom sprout in these children.
the poppy teaches me that it's okay to bloom

even if you're shy or scared or self-conscious it's okay it's what you were meant to do

half opened crumpled poppy
like a fiery cup

open your golden heart let your truth shine

speak up
be heard
we want you
you are not alone 
we find each other. they find me. i find them. inky cap

filled my pockets. many colored polypore
so proud of teddy--- we've been car-free and his bike commute skills are much improved.


so thankful for where i've been,
for what i've had the pleasure to experience,
and for what i have yet to experience.

now, looking back, those stay at home mom days are mystical and precious. what a strange time. like i dream i had. (i'll pretty much always be wearing that scarf though, crafted with love by my sweet gaurdian angel of a cousin)




it marks a year since my self-explosive exodus from suburbia, shooting out like a flaming meteorite, like a kernel popped by pressure, leaving everything i used to know crumbling in an unstoppable wake.

still in transition, dreams materializing.

just living my life.

i moved out.
started a farm.
found friends.
fell in foaming pit of idealistic love.
dabbled in vagrancy.
lost myself.
suffocated in guilt.
grew strong.
learned (ing) self sufficiency.
found/finding self-love.
journey, baby.

life is an experience.

experience it.
without judgement.
becoming confident and comfortable in my own skin.


 i am living my own messy life.

bike commutes and sustainable food and wild kids wild neighborhood and even wilder love---

a permaculture rainbow road brimming from my heart,

working with plants as carriers of divine messages from mother earth--

teaching timeless things---

peace
love
serenity
understanding
compassion
patience

bringing balance.

watching a life documentary with teddy, resting from his bike ride.

i make him tea.

it's rainy outside and it feels cozy to geek out over nature

grateful i'm not ever going to be eaten by a snake, those legless dragons,
or at least i hope.


watched footage of the pebble toad in action, crawling though the desert.
and totally relating.

like the desert chameleon searching for a mate---

sometimes you feel alone--
and the universe tells you otherwise --
my snacks are never popular. i'm such an earthy peasant. off to a parent meeting.

noel reads from a beloved story book. seeds are handed out to honor the community's elder who just passed, all of us reminded to plant beauty.  so thankful.
and of course rides home from this dashing lad never hurt.
the girl was born from a mushroom,
whispering fairy tongues---

dreaming of drifting,
rooted with children and nourishing community

living a sweet and simple peasant existence, chopping vegetables and raising wild babies

infinite potential rising from the ashes

happy eclipse magic to all--

polly compost

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